Many years ago I started praying a fairly repetitive prayer, that I might see things the way my Heavenly Father sees them. I believe that over the years He has answered that prayer and continues to do so. I do not see things the way I used to and I still don’t always see things clearly, so I continue to pray.

Several months ago, I wrote a story about Paul and Bethany Vaughn’s ‘battle for life’ in our courts. You can read that earlier account here. The case was completed. Paul and the others were found guilty on all counts and sentencing was scheduled for this month and did indeed occur on July 2nd and 3rd.

The sentencing guidelines were broad and he faced from probation up to 11 years in prison. It was a long few months from then to now, for a life to hang in the balance, for Paul’s family and friends. Many times as I prayed, I felt the agony of uncertainty for them all. They have eleven children and a business and I have no idea how one plans for that type of situation. When the sentencing came down it was time served, three years of supervised release, and no fine — far lighter than it might have been. So my first thought was how wonderful that it was not a lengthy prison sentence! Then almost immediately, my rejoicing turned to sheer horror as I saw that we as a society are punishing those trying to save life and the murderers walk free. Rejoicing in a light sentence, we have literally accepted punishment for someone who was doing good and saving lives. I am certain that the Lord is grieved over this matter.